but i get the strangest feeling

N Thursday, November 30, 2006

i'm gonna sue kinder bueno for getting me addicted to their chocolates !

2:24:00 AM

N Tuesday, November 28, 2006

it's been long since i had pi dan zhou. :)

4:17:00 AM

N Sunday, November 26, 2006

how long will this take ?

trying to find a pigment of truth beneath my skin.

so much for being a kaypoh.

went for the IJ's graduation yesterday after celebrating angie's birthday. it's been a year since we had ours but it seems like everything just happened yesterday. and i never did realise that i kicked sherry off the bed last year until deborah brought the issue up. hahaha. i bet they're just lying to make me look bad. hur.
i'm still missing the IJ days.
i can't imagine what will it be like two years down the road and i don't want to imagine, imagine everyone going each separate ways. well, the future is uncertain. who knows i might even die before that. hahaha. if i do, please inform EVERYONE to attend my funeral ok. haha.

sometimes i wonder, what would it be like if i were to change my mind about certain things or to make a different choice that was in the past. and i wonder will we ever reincarnate after death ? don't you think it is so scary that if we were to reincarnate, we are not gonna be us anymore ? but if we don't reincarnate, then it's so sad to be able to live only once.

sorry but i'm a deep thinker. hahahahah.

something random
i feel so empty ever since my favourite show ended. hahahah.
and.
they really can make people want to fall in love.

3:18:00 AM

N Friday, November 24, 2006

death ; the only way out

even the strongest has its weakest day.
i've lost the ability to tell and feel.

good things don't happen on me .
i only have the share of envious.

don't show me the happiness look on your face.
i might just cry.

getting to see the final product of a month of hard work is fulfilling. :) can't believe time passes so fast. i guess my holiday will soon be over. everyone will be busy with school and work that i think this holiday came at the wrong time. in fact, all my holidays are at the wrong time. i shall take this opportunity to do more meaningful things rather than to waste them. lalaala.

i went out with cherine today and all we did was eat, eat and EAT. and actually her motive of coming out today was to shop but we just end up travelling to paragon thai express to ps thai express to eat and to burst ~~our~~ MY buttons. then when we finally walked out of ps, teckching called us to accompany him to EAT. so, basically, we didn't shoppp.

someone said something to me today.
"this is my first time i've seen such big buttons"
and i burst out laughing.

i've got cute buttons. :D

12:42:00 AM

N Monday, November 20, 2006

i love her :)

12:36:00 AM

N Sunday, November 19, 2006

is it me,
or is it true.

i wish i knew your world ;

babe you leave me confused.

something happier
i finally finish developing, stopbathing and fixing my photos. no more searching high and low for chee yong, no more reaching home after eleven during school days but i'll miss all the fun, laughters and even gossipings i had with them.
and, i finally saw my eyecandy after almost a year since TP open house :D
and and, i finally met up with cmj.
and and and, husband was finally free for me ?

cmj -
don't worry, i'll have all the time in the world for you. if anytime you feel like pouring your sorrows out or you've lost your way, give me a call. this time, i'll let you have the thighs. hahahahahahaha. you know we can survive, friends are all we need. (:

i'm tired.

3:08:00 AM

N Wednesday, November 15, 2006

step up please wait for me, i want to watch you.

i seriously can't wait for holidays.
rah rah rah !

1:38:00 AM

N Tuesday, November 14, 2006

darkroom process kills the hell out of me.

one print takes hours.
one print takes up more than five paper.
which means one print equals to ?

time and money consuming.

time is running out, money is flying out and this makes my mood turn really bad. i'm left with bout a week and it feels so impossible to finish up everything and to even finish it within hundred pieces of paper. sighs. kill me please. ):

i don't know why, but i can't stop thinking and sighing.
my head is full of "hows ?"
roars.

what will tomorrow bring ?
all i know,
it never fails to bring me down.

12:50:00 AM

N Sunday, November 12, 2006

i wanna be everything ;

except

for your mistake.

11:43:00 PM

N Saturday, November 11, 2006

"cry lor"

It weighs a thousand pounds.
I cried in a dream of which I woke up in, realizing this is just the beginning.

- and - has indeed said its piece.

12:00:00 PM

N Wednesday, November 08, 2006

:((((((

12:12:00 AM

N Sunday, November 05, 2006

peaceful

i've been so busy the whole week that all i wanted to do was rot the whole day at home doing nothing but watching the television and spend the time lazing around my bed. hahahahaha.

i'm a happy girl. lalalalala. :)

let's go shooting all over again -
i'm so sick of shooting you, east coast park. i'm so sick of travelling all the way there and walking every parts of it trying in vain to shoot something. but i've got no choice. take it as i'm spending time with myself and the nature. :] let's just pray it won't rain so i won't waste my time hiding under the shelter freezing. hahahahaha.

was just talking to standley about photoshoot when he suddenly mention about ******** because of certain reasons.

nose says:
the ******** la
nose says:
slap her in de dark room
nose says:
or when she developing pic. push her head to the fixer den we hurry turn back
nose says:
or go develop film in de darkroom den pair up with her den inside spoil her negative
nose says:
say help her put in to the tank den hurry scratch

i think, standley is damn funny.

alrights, time for television again. :)

1:35:00 AM